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Why do so many good intentions fall apart right after they begin? Why does motivation collapse just when the work gets real? There’s a moment no one warns you about—the place where excitement fades, resistance grows, and quitting feels justified. This message names that place and explains why you must pass through it to experience real growth. Whether you’re pursuing spiritual maturity, physical health, calling, or faithfulness as a disciple of Yeshua, this teaching will help you recognize the process, silence the inner voice of escape, and learn how to move forward when everything in you wants to stop. You’re not failing—you’re in the Valley.

Jacob was renamed Israel—but did he ever truly live as Israel? In this teaching, we explore how regret reshapes memory, distorts identity, and quietly becomes the lens through which we tell the story of our lives. Drawing from Parashat Vayechi, the life of Jacob, and the example of Joseph, we confront a haunting question: are we surviving, or are we truly living? Why do we cling to pain even after God has called us forward? And what does it mean to finally let go of Jacob and embrace Israel? Join me as we wrestle with memory, identity, and the courage to live redeemed.

Jacob stood before Pharaoh blessed, chosen, and carrying God’s promises — yet when asked about his life, he spoke with regret. Why do painful memories so often outweigh blessings? Why does loss feel more honest than gratitude? And how can a life marked by God’s faithfulness still feel “few and evil”? This teaching confronts the subtle danger of regret — how replaying the past reshapes memory, distorts identity, and quietly poisons the life we were meant to live. Drawing from Torah, psychology, and lived experience, we explore why regret feels safer than gratitude — and what it’s costing us.